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S​(​k​)​in

by Order in Chaos

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Close my eyes Staring at the pale light passing trough a small dirty window glass, from where I used to hear the steps and voices of the living ghosts. Tell me why there is no one to hold my hand. Tell me why can't I feel a warm embrace never again. I just close my eyes, trying to avoid despair. I just close my eyes, searching hope I lost somewhere. With trembling hands holding a last piece of bread, and fallen tears frozen by a creeping cold. Resting in a rusty chair facing the mirror. My reflection haunts me like a forgotten ghost. Tell me why there's no one to hold my hand. Tell me why can't I feel a warm embrace never again. I just close my eyes, trying to avoid despair. I just close my eyes, searching hope I lost somewhere. I just close my eyes. I'm Dying. Don't you care?
2.
S(k)in 06:26
I am a shadow trapped in ruins of memories, pierced by one freezing breeze. And as I hear your footsteps through the wooden floor, Your sweet scent is spreading in the air. Come to me. Warm my heart made of stone. Try to feel me, even if it seems that you’re alone. Follow that voice that calls you into eternity. Do you come to end this lonely monotony of time that passes in vain. And as you walk in the empty room, darkness begins to fade. You lay down half naked in bed. Feel the taste of skin in your warm skin, holding you tight, sweet death tonight.
3.
Soul sick 05:53
My mind is broken like shattered glass, from an old dusty bottle forgotten in the past. I live in apathy. Hear voices in my head. Demons that whisper words of sorrow and regret. I can't feel empathy, no joy or pleasure, holding to life addicted to pill's chemistry. Soul sick. I’m soul sick. Soul sick. So soul sick. Blinded in obscurity, there’s no light to follow. Living in the yesterday, will there be tomorrow? I’m tied to morality, false virtue and purity, staying in silence like a shadow on the Wall. It's a strange reality or hell in disguise. Why can't I find an escape from my troubled mind. Soul sick. I’m soul sick. Soul sick. So soul sick. Blinded in obscurity, there’s no light to follow. Living in the yesterday, will there be tomorrow?
4.
Unholy flesh 05:49
What a sight the night breeze brought to me. A mysterious woman with a strawberry mouth. From which fragrant words flow, while she’s kneading her breasts against her corset’s metal bands. Twisting and turning like a snake on fiery sands. For those you made lose all conscience in a bed, you are the moon and the sun. For those who see you naked and unveiled, you are the stars and all the sky. She dries all tears with her triumphant breasts, and make old men laugh like children in their lust. They melt like candles in the smoothness of her harms, as she gives her nipples to their excited bites. Twisting and turning like a snake on fiery sands. Upon these cushions groaning in delight, even helpless angels damn themselves for you. For those you made lose all conscience in a bed, you are the moon and the sun. For those who see you naked and unveiled, you are the stars and all the sky. Twisting and turning like a snake on fiery sands.
5.
Insanity 05:13
Disturbing the sleep of routine, I feel safe in my madness. Making questions without answers. Mystery without an end. I scream my essence of being what no one knows. Insanity. It's just you and me. Insanity. My sweet reality/ world of fantasy. I am passion and pleasure. Desire burns in breast. Like a lightning in a storm, washing away all masks and lies. I scream my essence of being what no one knows. Insanity. It's just you and me. Insanity. My sweet reality/world of fantasy. Insanity. There´s nothing to be scared, embrace it if you dare. Insanity. No matter what you've been told, it is the freedom of the soul.
6.
The call 07:53
Don't fall. Resist the Call. Walk step by step all along. Don't fall. Resist the Call. Even if you stumble or you crawl. We walk along a narrow path with an uncertain fate, surrounded by a cold dark abyss of emptiness… Forgetfulness... Don't fall. Resist the Call. Walk step by step all along. Don't fall. Resist the Call. Even if you stumble or you crawl. Pulled, pushed and stepped we can not rest, without regretting those we leave... those who leave us for emptiness… Forgetfulness... Don't succumb to sadness or despair, even if you can't find love. Sometimes you have to walk alone. Only for your own. Banish ghosts from your mind, leaving memories behind. There's no one to lift you up. Sometimes you have to walk alone. Only for your own. Until the end.
7.
I lose my self with the sound of your pleasure, intoxicated by the taste of your skin . Hypnotized by the vision of your naked body. Dazzled by your sight shining so bright. For you there's only grey and I believe in every word you say. In every word you pray. I'm a believer. You're a deceiver. Hiding all the lies behind those cold blue eyes. Ecstasy with the ways you please me, choosing fantasy over reality. For you there's only grey and I believe in every word you say. In every word you pray. I'm a believer. You're a deceiver. Hiding all the lies behind those cold blue eyes. For you there's only grey and I believe in every word you say.
8.
I miss you. I miss you in my dreams. Time goes by and emptiness is growing. The memories fading away and coming back like haunts at night diluted by a prolonged absence. Your face becomes a shadow. I miss you. I miss you in my dreams. That smile no longer feeds my soul. Your voice becomes a disturbing silence. I no longer hold you in my arms and fell asleep. Peacefully. I miss you. I miss you in my dreams.
9.
I see you in the middle of a crowd dressed in black, listening to the beat of the darkest melodies. I approach hypnotized and you sketched a seductive smile with your lips cherry color. And all I want is to strip you down. Your clothes laid on the ground. Feel the sweet taste of your mouth. Sin with you tonight. And all I want is to strip you down. Feel your skin in mine. Your nails craving on my back in a sweet delight. I feel you… I like the way you dance and your body moves. I smell the scent from your neck. Your hands caressing my breast as you whisper in my hears Your most secret desires with your lips cherry color. And all I want is to strip you down. Your clothes laid on the ground. Feel the sweet taste of your mouth. Sin with you tonight. And all I want is to strip you down. Feel your skin in mine. Your nails craving on my back in a sweet delight. You’re my gothic fantasy. An erotic ecstasy. Angel in disgrace.
10.
Nightmare 03:40
Is this a nightmare? It feels so real. Is this a nightmare? I want to wake up. In the deepest sleep I fall on the darker side, from the corners of my mind, where the bad things hide. In a cold dark place, anguish and pain converge with growing fear, painting my dreams black. Is this a nightmare? It feels so real. Is this a nightmare? I want to wake up. Everything dying. Everything fading away. Despair is taking control. I’m feeling so alone. In a cold dark place, anguish and pain Converge with growing fear, painting my dreams black. Is this a nightmare? It feels so real. Is this a nightmare? I want to wake up. Is this a nightmare? It feels so real. Is this a nightmare? I want to wake up. “They've promised that dreams can come true, but forgot to mention that nightmares are dreams, too.” Oscar Wilde
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Fountain 05:27
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released September 26, 2022

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Order in Chaos Santarém District, Portugal

With influences ranging from darkwave, gothic rock, alternative rock to new wave and synth pop, Order in Chaos music is a journey into a romantic and erotic imaginary that is, at the same time, dark and depressive.
The musicians João Serôdio and Elisabete Martins have joined this project conceived by Hugo Santos, and this is the actual band format.
The debut album S(k)in was released in 2022.
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